Before I go back to my HOME. OSU. Ahhh. :) So excited, yet so nervous for classes to begin and to meet new people. I love meeting new people, but at the same time it makes me uncomfortable. I think my shyness has exploded since high school. I don’t know if I can control it anymore. But, hey. It is just a mental state. It is definitely something I can work on.
| I just lost my train of thought because my grandmother held up a sales paper for target like, “ALIGATOR SHOES ALIGATOR SHOES, DO YOU HAVE THESE DANA?” No grandmother I do not. I’m vegan, even though they are fake…just no. Poor quality in style. I love you grandma, but..NO. |
A lot of things have been going through my mind lately. About love. About boys. About love and boys. LOL. Ugh. Two things I will never have faith in as I once did when I was a little girl. I swear society needs to stop making these Disney movies about the princesses and the princes. SUCK IT DISNEY. :| AAHHH. jK. Nah, forreal though I hate being lied to and by people that I give second chances..and you might be thinking, “well you shouldn’t be giving those people second chances in the first place, Dana Marie Barnes.” And this is where I tell you to shut the hell up, because everyone deserves a second chance and I like to think that people will actually change instead of always being so negative and judgemental. Guess I can’t have my cake and eat it tooooooo!!! Some people get away with it though >.>
I just want to travel the world. Get money. Friends. Have a career that I love dearly. That’s all I ask for. The men…they can come later, they can come never. At this point..It doesn’t even matter to me haha. :)
As LONG as I have me myself and I. I’ll be fine. WoRd.
Forgive me if this post seems everywhere..I am never organized mentally or physically.. SO why should I start now? PUH. NEXT.
GET. ON. MY. LEVEL.